Recently I've been thinking of going away from UK...
Why? Mmhhh, I think it's because I really need to do some real
thinking about what am I doing with my life like my mum always moan at me for
not having a goal for my life, that she's really disappointed in me because I
failed getting into uni~ (_ _|||) I understand how she
feels, she put alot of effort into me and my sister because she want us to
study hard, get a good job and to have a better life. I do regret for not
trying hard enough in College. Now I'm not only feeling really behind &
left out from everyone else, having to hear how everyone is doing in uni; their
stresses about coursework/exams/lectures etc; while they're meeting new friends
hanging out with them, I do get to meet them and hang out too but most their
conversations are uni related stuff where I'm just an audience aside. (´＿｀。) I
have a shitty job where I'm not
getting treated fairly because I don't have good enough qualification to get a
better job.
Anyway, I wanted to be out of UK because I feel kinda bleuughh
being here. Everything depress me, having to do the same routine everyday makes
me feel life is empty, meaningless. Having nothing to look forward to apart
from seeing my friends where I feel ease... I guess you could say I want to run
away from reality. （´・-・。）
Gah, just want to go on a journey for a while - stay out from
everything and just sort myself out I guess.
（_ _;）
Meh, just because I'll have a degree doesn't mean I'll have a good job, look at my sister. She passed with a 2.1 (B) &shes actively been looking for jobs for like 6 years....
ReplyDeleteEveryone goes at their own pace, you just need to evaluate what you want. Accept the fact that you won't be getting an academic job unless you go back to college or get trained by the company.
Try and get a job at John Lewis they have the best partnership schemes I've seen, plus you can get me discount. :]