Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts

Tuesday, 27 September 2011

Grandparents.

I had a dream the other day.
About my nan... (´・-・。)It was weird.

Me & my sis, ''step-sis'' [or you call it cousin here] & her family was living with her I think. My nan was old, we all knew she wasn't too well. One day, she got really sick; we told her to lay in her bed to rest & we'll take care of her. But that one day was long, I was suppose to have school that day but I didn't go because of my nan. I called in for absence. 
Then all of the sudden, I was outside my nan's room; I was watching her suffer from sickness in her bed. My uncle was beside her, I was sitting outside her room crying, looking at her that I couldn't do anyting to help & not brave enough to stay by her side. 
Next minute, I woke up... 

It was weird... I've had a similar dream before about my grandma & my granddad. I don't know what it suppose to mean, like they both passed away last year. Maybe because I really missed them and regret that I couldn't be by their side when they were sick; and the fact that I didn't  say goodbye to them before they left. (>へ<)

According to dreammoods. It means: 
To see your dead sibling, relative, or friend in your dream indicates that you miss them and are trying to relive your old experiences you had with them. In trying to keep up with the pace of your daily waking life, your dreams may serve as your only outlet in coping and coming to terms with the loss of a loved one.  

I do, I really do miss them. )): 
It's actually sad that all my grandparents are gone... & I hardly have my family here. Just my mum, sis & my cousin. Hearing ppl saying they're visiting their grandparents, or relatives makes me sad. 
・゜・(つД`)・゜・

Thursday, 22 September 2011

Sis.



I've always thought being the only child is much better than having siblings... well pocket money wise loool. ( ̄ー ̄) No but really, i thought being the only child would get treated differently...
I guess I was wrong, when I was young I really find my lil sister really annoying&just honestly dislike her whatever she does. Though after everything we've been through, done together she actually means alot to me now. We have so much memories together. ♪ヽ(*´∀`)ノ  After she moved out with Mike [my stepdad], I hardly see her which actually make me miss her... (´∩`。)
Whenever I'm upset, she was always there to make me smile&to erase my sadness.

 Of course we still have arguments and stuff, but after 2secs we're back to normal again. Typical huh~ I'm glad I have her as my sis, I'd be lonely without her. 

(●´∪`)人(´∪`○)